Monday, September 28, 2015

so many blessings!

Me, Jake, Darryl
cutting the cake

food! 





lots of fun and laughter
worship and prayer

We had such a lovely time at Darryl's farewell bash.  What a great group of musicians!  There was way too much food.  Lots of friends there sharing memories, and expressing their appreciation for all the years of Darryl's service on the worship team.  After a time of food and fellowship we gathered around the fire for worship and blessings.  Kenny did an extraordinary job of leading it!  It was wonderful, as folks would speak blessings to us for our future.  One person (Mike D.) even spoke one directly for me, for my music ministry.  He knows I have written some songs and how hard I have been working on guitar and singing.  It meant so much to me, I cried... because I was technically the "outsider", but he included me in such a personal and meaningful way.   I will always remember how kind he was to come to my house that one time to help me with my strumming.

There were many other blessings spoken to us, many tears, and lots of laughs too.  What an amazing night we had.  So memorable.  Everyone was so loving and encouraging.  I know the hardest thing about moving to Michigan for Darryl will be leaving all those wonderful musicians that he has grown so close to.  To be honest, it's hard for me not to envy that.  But God's ways are good and perfect, and if it's His will, some day I will belong to a wonderful worship team.

Speaking of worship teams, Ryan invited us to his next praise band party while we are in Michigan.  It will super nice to hang out with all the Frontline folks for the evening and be included in the teaching and fellowship.   Darryl and I are both looking forward to that!

Friday, September 25, 2015

surviving the deep waters of Bermuda

Yesterday we returned from our 5 day Royal Caribbean cruise to Bermuda, and we're still swaying. The ship (Liberty of the Seas) was beautiful...not as large as the others we've been on, but that turned out to be a plus, because we didn't have to walk quite as far and we didn't get lost like on the other ones.  I think one disadvantage is that the ship rocks more, and so I was feeling pretty sick a couple of days when the water was choppy.  One day was particularly awful.
peaceful and gorgeous
part of air show
some other show
a cool ceiling
Bermuda's national flower
had a blast touring on segways
a very expensive item in a store in Bermuda
a 3D wall sculpture
an anchor, why not?
beautiful blue waters on our way to snorkel
the Morgan, i don't know why it's here
the casino we had to walk through
the main dining room (3 levels)
the chapel
a beautiful chocolate surprise in our cabin
another pretty dessert
our first dinner
they celebrated our anniversary
cool floor design
and another cool floor design
contemplating large amounts of water
a happy tug boat
air show
um.. looking down?
a kiss in the Moongate
haha, me and ?
wall mural
my favorite dessert
view of one of the pools
the Royal Promenade, Deck 5
Darryl and our waiter, Rene from the Philippines
choppy water on the way back (this wasn't the worst)
shrek's wife?
going snorkeling
on snorkel boat
the closed curtain
view from dinner
so pretty
the Tear Drop Memorial, Bayonne, NJ
Getting ready to set sail
a Tiled wall
towel guy
another towel critter
view as we were docked in Bermuda
our ship, view from our snorkel boat
view from one of the decks
our other waiter, Volodymyr from the Ukraine
at the ice show
our formal dinner
So, I had plenty of time to look out at the vast amount of water, and I've contemplated Noah quite a bit.  To look out and see nothing but water all around can be quite overwhelming.  Noah wasn't all that familiar with large quantities of water...until the day it started to rain for 40 days and 40 nights.  Have you ever really thought about how that would feel?  I imagine there were a lot of rough waters for him.  I imagine there were some cases of sea sickness.  I can't imagine how intense the fear could have been for him and his family.  They didn't know how long the frightful ordeal would last.  They floated for over 100 days.  But Noah trusted God.  No matter how fearful the worldwide flood was, Noah's healthy fear and reverence for God was much stronger.

Hebrews 11:7 By faith Noah, being warned by God concerning events as yet unseen, in reverent fear constructed an ark for the saving of his household.  By this he condemned the world and became an heir of the righteousness that comes by faith.

I also had the chance to think about the disciples in the boat during the storm.  I was reminded of the song Oceans; such a great song.  The earthly elements can be so strong and powerful.  But these things are nothing in the face of God's mighty power.  He controls the oceans.  He controls the winds and waves. He tells them what to do. Jesus told the storm to be still, and He told the disciples they had little faith. I want to be a person of strong faith. I want to be the kind of person that will step out into deeper waters, if that is where Jesus is calling me, even if it is the great unknown. Just like Peter did. I want to be the kind of person that obeys without hesitation. Just like Noah did.

God, I am here. Circumstances, life's challenges, obstacles and fears - they all come against me. But I will call upon Your name. My soul will rest in Your embrace, for I am Yours, and You are mine.